It was torturous to get stuck in between. No, I just couldnt run away from it even if i really want to... Where can i go? I had to face it twice within this 7 days. Both times i tried to control myself... I did not want to be seen with red eyes...

It has been so long... I felt so tired.

Im just being unrealistic, or rather, trying to be ignorance. Yet, ignorance is not bliss, it is just an escapism of the truth...

Things are gonna changed after today... for better or worse, i dunno... all filled with unknowns..

Oh well...


Anyway, a photo taken of all my cousins except my sister during a family lunch.. .

Now, back to my books. 6 more days to EE test...