Hmmm..... when i was thinking of wat exactly is haunting me that i want to keep myself out of it, i realised i couldnt really specifically say wat it is.. Perhaps there are several factors causing it but they are so clouded..

But one thing for sure it is about happiness. I told myself to be happy for this year but it seems there isnt much things that can make me feel good...

Perhaps when in dreamland, I dun have to think so much about trying to make myself happy or other stuffs.. and sleeping is also another way of isolating oneself from this world, though temporary only.

Maybe after a sleep, one will feel better, just like a refresh mind with a new start..